Post by BoandNora-SexyLove4Ever on May 8, 2005 21:45:59 GMT -5
For Her Protection- Part 9
Kaidan; Bo/Nora; Lucky/Liz
An Abandoned Wherehouse
Nora took her head out of Elizabeth's lap and looked up at her as she wiped the tears from her face.
Nora: I'm sorry Elizabeth. I usually don't fall apart like this. I'm stronger than this.
Elizabeth: I think you're probably one of the stongest people I know. Being strong dosn't mean you can never loose your self control. You and I understand what its like to go though the agony of being raped. Its a constant struggle. I'm suprised you kept it together for this long.
Nora: But I didn't Liz? I lost it there for a while. I should be over this by now.
Elizabeth: Why? Because you think there's some kind of time limit for healing? Nobody knows better than I do that that's not always the case. You need to give yourself time to deal with this in your own time.Believe me you WILL get there.
Nora: I guess that means I have to tell Bo dosn't it?
She pauses momentarily as Elizabeth looks into her eyes.
Elizabeth: Nobody can force you to do something you don't want to do. But come on Nora, what are you so afraid of? Bo's always been your biggest ally hasen't he?
Nora(Smiling): Yeah. He's always been in my corner no matter what. He's always had my back, even when I didn't deserve it.
Elizabeth: Ok? So what has got you running scared.
Nora: I don't know Elizabeth. I've always been able to tell him anything. But This... I don't want it to change how he feels about me. We've run the gamut of what we've been to each other over the years... friends, Lovers, husband and wife...then there was the civil stage... then back to friends and now I have no clue what we are to each other. But I have NEVER seen him look at me with pity no matter what and I don't want that now.
Elizabeth: Its not gonna happen Nora. You've got to believe that.
Nora: I'll tell you what I DO believe... no matter how horrible the things I've gone through were over the years I would go through them all again if It meant I didn't have to loose Bo. Cause NOTHING hurt me more than that.
Elizabeth: Not even being raped?
Nora: No. Not even that. As horrible as that was, I didn't feel like I was loosing a part of myself. When Bo walked out on me, I really felt like I was loosing an arm or a leg. Thats how much it hurt. The rape killed me too but I can't say that I would turn back the clock cause that would mean I would wish my daughter dead and I don't. I love her.
Elizabeth: Your amazing you know that? Just amazing.
Nora looked at Elizabeth just as the door opened.
Nora: Well, well, look who finally showed his face. Hello Josh.
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Pine Valley
Bo and Lucky joined Kendall and Aidan in the office a little while later.
Aidan: What's this about a clue?
Bo: Look, I don't know if this means anything. But Nora and I have always had a psychic Connection more or less. I can feel it when she's in pain and right now I can feel it in my bones. She's in trouble. (Pause) I had this dream about her a little while ago and It was on this swing outside a wherehouse. It just dawned on me that maybe I could be seeing into the future. Maybe that's where they're being held.
Aidan: Well it's certainly worth a shot.
He picked up the phone and dialed a number to have them check out what Bo had just described. Then he turned to the boys.
Aidan: Look, I have some news that may not be easy to hear for either of you. But if we're going to find them then I think you should know.
Lucky: Why?
Kendall: Because it explains why they're connected.
Lucky: Are you saying this isn't random?
Aidan: No. We think it may be more than that.
Bo: What do you mean?
Aidan: We think that Nora Could be Elizabeth's mom?
TBC
For Her Protection- Part 10
Kaidan; Bo/Nora; Lucky/Liz
Pine Valley
Bo and Lucky both stopped dead in their tracks the minute Aidan had said the words.
Lucky:That's impossible.
Bo: Yeah. Impossible. Nora would never lie to me about something this important. She just wouldn't.
Kendall: Even if it was something she thought would protect you?
Bo: I... I... Dam it. I though we had learned our lesson. We both went down the road before. We gambled with our relationship and lost. If she had a dughter then that means she's been lying to me all along. and that means I never really knew her at all.
Aidan: Just hear me out ok? It may turn out that Nora had a good reason for doing what she did. (Pause) You guys ever hear of a guy named Jacob Smith?
Lucky: Who hasn't? He's a sleezy rapist who almost ruined some girls life forever.
Aidan: Yeah, well, its not some girl who' life he tore apart. It was Nora's.
Bo: Oh God. God No. are you telling me?
Kendall: She was raped. According to the medical documents it happened her first year of College.
Bo: That was before she met Hank. So the baby...
Kendall: Yep. A product of Rape.
Bo: Oh God. No wonder Nora didn't tell me.
Lucky: Why?
Bo: She was afraid I would pity her. Treat her differently because I knew she had been victimized. But she could't be further from the truth. Nora's never been a victim for a day in her life. She's a survivor.
Kendall: Well this isn't going to be easy for either of them you know. Elizabeth's whole world is going to be turned upside down. Being a child of rape isn't esasy. Believe me I know from personal experience.
Lucky: So is there anything that I can do to help her?
Kendall: Be there for her. Let her know yo support her. and whatever you do, don't let her give in to the shame this will bring her. She may be half Jacob's child. But she's also Nora's child. and From what you've been telling me, she's amazing. Let her focus on that. (Turning to Bo) and you Bo. You've got to make sue that Nora deals with her rape. If she dosn't, she's going to have a whole lot of pain later. And she needs to know that you love her and support her no matter what.
Bo: Thats easy. Loving her is the most natural thing in the world.
Kendall: Good. So it should be no problem convincing her that she is beautiful and wanted and special just the way she is.
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An Abandoned Wherehouse
Nora: I was wondering what took you so long? You're always covering up your brothers messes.
Josh: Still haven't changed have you RED?
Nora: DO NOT call me that you creep.
Josh: What's the matter? Don't like the name?
Nora: Ther is only ONE person who will EVER call me that and it aint you. Back off.
Josh: Geese. What's got you so uptight? (Looks over a Elizabeth) Maybe I should be looking elsewhere huh?
Nora: You touch her and you die.
Josh: What the hell has gotten into you? You used to be so much fun. When did you get to be so cold and heartless?
Nora: What can I say? the Smith brothers ruined me. Jacob stole my innocence. You turned my heart as cold as stone for a while. It wasn't until Bo that I realized that I deseved love and I was capable of giving it back. But because of you... I ruined that too. You made me doubt even the best of intentions.
(She stood up and looked him dead in the eyes)
Nora: How does it feel Josh... To know that you could of stopped a rape from occuring and yet you did nothing? You BETRAYED me Josh. You said you loved me. Said we'd spend the rest of our lives together and then you sell me out. What did you think was going to happen? You left me alone with your pscho brother just to prove that you were right. I begged you not to go. I told you to choose me. And you couldn't do it. You fed into it Josh. You handed me over to your brother.
Josh: Maybe you were the one who betrayed me? Maybe you didnt want me at all. Maybe there was never a rape.
Nora: Don't you DARE stand there and accuse me of lying. I have the scars to prove it. There are medical documents. And the emotional scars will NEVER heal. Jacob may have commited the physical rape but you did the emotional one.
Elizabeth: Nora come on. He's not worth it. Its over.
Nora: No its not Elizabeth. Why do you think I can never make it work with someone? HIM. He ruined me. I trusted him and he sold me out for his brother. What did he promise you Josh? Money? A New Car? WHAT? (Pause) Oh never mind. Elizabeth's right. You are SO not worth it. I hope you rot in hell.
Elizabeth: That makes two of us. (Pause) You know, I don't know who you are or what makes you think your better than everyone. But what you did to her is abuse. and I will make sure that you pay for that.
Jacob: Well That's my girl...
TBC
Sharon
Kaidan; Bo/Nora; Lucky/Liz
An Abandoned Wherehouse
Nora took her head out of Elizabeth's lap and looked up at her as she wiped the tears from her face.
Nora: I'm sorry Elizabeth. I usually don't fall apart like this. I'm stronger than this.
Elizabeth: I think you're probably one of the stongest people I know. Being strong dosn't mean you can never loose your self control. You and I understand what its like to go though the agony of being raped. Its a constant struggle. I'm suprised you kept it together for this long.
Nora: But I didn't Liz? I lost it there for a while. I should be over this by now.
Elizabeth: Why? Because you think there's some kind of time limit for healing? Nobody knows better than I do that that's not always the case. You need to give yourself time to deal with this in your own time.Believe me you WILL get there.
Nora: I guess that means I have to tell Bo dosn't it?
She pauses momentarily as Elizabeth looks into her eyes.
Elizabeth: Nobody can force you to do something you don't want to do. But come on Nora, what are you so afraid of? Bo's always been your biggest ally hasen't he?
Nora(Smiling): Yeah. He's always been in my corner no matter what. He's always had my back, even when I didn't deserve it.
Elizabeth: Ok? So what has got you running scared.
Nora: I don't know Elizabeth. I've always been able to tell him anything. But This... I don't want it to change how he feels about me. We've run the gamut of what we've been to each other over the years... friends, Lovers, husband and wife...then there was the civil stage... then back to friends and now I have no clue what we are to each other. But I have NEVER seen him look at me with pity no matter what and I don't want that now.
Elizabeth: Its not gonna happen Nora. You've got to believe that.
Nora: I'll tell you what I DO believe... no matter how horrible the things I've gone through were over the years I would go through them all again if It meant I didn't have to loose Bo. Cause NOTHING hurt me more than that.
Elizabeth: Not even being raped?
Nora: No. Not even that. As horrible as that was, I didn't feel like I was loosing a part of myself. When Bo walked out on me, I really felt like I was loosing an arm or a leg. Thats how much it hurt. The rape killed me too but I can't say that I would turn back the clock cause that would mean I would wish my daughter dead and I don't. I love her.
Elizabeth: Your amazing you know that? Just amazing.
Nora looked at Elizabeth just as the door opened.
Nora: Well, well, look who finally showed his face. Hello Josh.
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Pine Valley
Bo and Lucky joined Kendall and Aidan in the office a little while later.
Aidan: What's this about a clue?
Bo: Look, I don't know if this means anything. But Nora and I have always had a psychic Connection more or less. I can feel it when she's in pain and right now I can feel it in my bones. She's in trouble. (Pause) I had this dream about her a little while ago and It was on this swing outside a wherehouse. It just dawned on me that maybe I could be seeing into the future. Maybe that's where they're being held.
Aidan: Well it's certainly worth a shot.
He picked up the phone and dialed a number to have them check out what Bo had just described. Then he turned to the boys.
Aidan: Look, I have some news that may not be easy to hear for either of you. But if we're going to find them then I think you should know.
Lucky: Why?
Kendall: Because it explains why they're connected.
Lucky: Are you saying this isn't random?
Aidan: No. We think it may be more than that.
Bo: What do you mean?
Aidan: We think that Nora Could be Elizabeth's mom?
TBC
For Her Protection- Part 10
Kaidan; Bo/Nora; Lucky/Liz
Pine Valley
Bo and Lucky both stopped dead in their tracks the minute Aidan had said the words.
Lucky:That's impossible.
Bo: Yeah. Impossible. Nora would never lie to me about something this important. She just wouldn't.
Kendall: Even if it was something she thought would protect you?
Bo: I... I... Dam it. I though we had learned our lesson. We both went down the road before. We gambled with our relationship and lost. If she had a dughter then that means she's been lying to me all along. and that means I never really knew her at all.
Aidan: Just hear me out ok? It may turn out that Nora had a good reason for doing what she did. (Pause) You guys ever hear of a guy named Jacob Smith?
Lucky: Who hasn't? He's a sleezy rapist who almost ruined some girls life forever.
Aidan: Yeah, well, its not some girl who' life he tore apart. It was Nora's.
Bo: Oh God. God No. are you telling me?
Kendall: She was raped. According to the medical documents it happened her first year of College.
Bo: That was before she met Hank. So the baby...
Kendall: Yep. A product of Rape.
Bo: Oh God. No wonder Nora didn't tell me.
Lucky: Why?
Bo: She was afraid I would pity her. Treat her differently because I knew she had been victimized. But she could't be further from the truth. Nora's never been a victim for a day in her life. She's a survivor.
Kendall: Well this isn't going to be easy for either of them you know. Elizabeth's whole world is going to be turned upside down. Being a child of rape isn't esasy. Believe me I know from personal experience.
Lucky: So is there anything that I can do to help her?
Kendall: Be there for her. Let her know yo support her. and whatever you do, don't let her give in to the shame this will bring her. She may be half Jacob's child. But she's also Nora's child. and From what you've been telling me, she's amazing. Let her focus on that. (Turning to Bo) and you Bo. You've got to make sue that Nora deals with her rape. If she dosn't, she's going to have a whole lot of pain later. And she needs to know that you love her and support her no matter what.
Bo: Thats easy. Loving her is the most natural thing in the world.
Kendall: Good. So it should be no problem convincing her that she is beautiful and wanted and special just the way she is.
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An Abandoned Wherehouse
Nora: I was wondering what took you so long? You're always covering up your brothers messes.
Josh: Still haven't changed have you RED?
Nora: DO NOT call me that you creep.
Josh: What's the matter? Don't like the name?
Nora: Ther is only ONE person who will EVER call me that and it aint you. Back off.
Josh: Geese. What's got you so uptight? (Looks over a Elizabeth) Maybe I should be looking elsewhere huh?
Nora: You touch her and you die.
Josh: What the hell has gotten into you? You used to be so much fun. When did you get to be so cold and heartless?
Nora: What can I say? the Smith brothers ruined me. Jacob stole my innocence. You turned my heart as cold as stone for a while. It wasn't until Bo that I realized that I deseved love and I was capable of giving it back. But because of you... I ruined that too. You made me doubt even the best of intentions.
(She stood up and looked him dead in the eyes)
Nora: How does it feel Josh... To know that you could of stopped a rape from occuring and yet you did nothing? You BETRAYED me Josh. You said you loved me. Said we'd spend the rest of our lives together and then you sell me out. What did you think was going to happen? You left me alone with your pscho brother just to prove that you were right. I begged you not to go. I told you to choose me. And you couldn't do it. You fed into it Josh. You handed me over to your brother.
Josh: Maybe you were the one who betrayed me? Maybe you didnt want me at all. Maybe there was never a rape.
Nora: Don't you DARE stand there and accuse me of lying. I have the scars to prove it. There are medical documents. And the emotional scars will NEVER heal. Jacob may have commited the physical rape but you did the emotional one.
Elizabeth: Nora come on. He's not worth it. Its over.
Nora: No its not Elizabeth. Why do you think I can never make it work with someone? HIM. He ruined me. I trusted him and he sold me out for his brother. What did he promise you Josh? Money? A New Car? WHAT? (Pause) Oh never mind. Elizabeth's right. You are SO not worth it. I hope you rot in hell.
Elizabeth: That makes two of us. (Pause) You know, I don't know who you are or what makes you think your better than everyone. But what you did to her is abuse. and I will make sure that you pay for that.
Jacob: Well That's my girl...
TBC
Sharon