Post by BoandNora-SexyLove4Ever on Apr 15, 2005 19:50:22 GMT -5
For Her Protection- Part 7
Kaidan; Bo/Nora; Lucky/Liz
An Abandoned Wherehouse
Elizabeth looked at Nora as the tears fell from her face. As if on instinct, she grabbed her hands as they began to shake.
Elizabeth: I can't even imagine how you must of felt? If I had been pregnant after I was raped...
Nora: I know. It wasn't easy Elizabeth. I could barely keep my head on straight as it was. My family wanted me to have an abortion. and you know what? It would of been justified. I even made an apointment to have it done. But I ran from the clinic in tears and never looked back. I just couldn't do it. I couldn't get rid of my child. It wasn't her fault that her father was a monster.
Elizabeth: A Girl? You had a little girl?
Nora: Yeah. And she was beautiful. But I couldn't give her the life that she deserved. I didn't want her to grow up feeling shame. didn't want her to grow up thinking I didn't want her. Cause that's just it Elizabeth. I DID want her... with everything inside me. But I couldn't be sure that I would be able to protect her from everything that could hurt her. Its not easy being a child of rape. There's so much you have to put up with. I thought she'd be better off without me. (Pause) I don't know Elizabeth. I was terrified back then. Her father got off scott free. I was living in constant fear that he's track me down and kill me. I couldn't put my little girl in that kind of danger.
Elizabeth: So you gave her up to protect her?
Nora(Wiping the tears from her face): Everything I ever did was because I loved her... from the moment I layed eyes on her. I just wasn't capable of giving her the life she deseved back then. But there's not a day that goes by that I don't think of her and wonder if she's ok... that I don't pray to God that she dosn't hate me. God it would kill me if my own daughter hated me. Especially when for the longest time I hated myself.
Elizabeth: You can't blame yourself for this Nora. You did what you though was right under impossible circumstances.
Nora: I wasn't ok Elizabeth. I never dealt with my Rape the way I should of. I never talked about it. I just wanted to forget it ever happened.
Elizabeth: Is that why you never told Bo?
Nora(Pause): No. I didn't tell Bo because I loved him. I didn't want him to look at me like I was damaged... or fragile... or a victim. By the time I met him it was over. I felt like I was starting to move on. And I knew that if he found out that Jacob got away with it, he would track him down. I didn't want that for Bo... I didn't want that for us. I just wanted to be with him. Thats it. (Pause) You know, you say that Lucky made you feel beautiful and special, well Bo did that for me. I was involved with other people before Bo. I even had a marriage and a daughter before I met him. But I always felt like I was missing something. Bo made me feel like I was OK just the way I was. You have no idea how good that felt. To know that in this crazy world, there's still one place you can go where you will be wanted and loved and accepted and safe... Bo always said I saved his sanity. But in reality, I think he saved mine. I don't think I'd be here if it wasn't for Bo.
Elizabeth: Maybe you saved each other.
Nora: Yeah, I think we probably did. Or rather, love saved us.
When she started to cry hysterically, Eliabeth reached out to her and held her. Maybe for the first time since it happened, Nora was dealing with her rape and it was hurting like hell.
Elizabeth: Its ok Nora. Your safe. Somehow you'll get through this like you get through everything else. You'll be ok. i promise.
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Pine Valley
Aidan: What can Nora and Elizabeth Possibly have in comon with this creep?
Adam: Think about it Devane. Your a smart guy. I'll let you connect the dots.
After he walked away, Kendall and Aidan just look at each other.
Aidan: Kendall, maybe you should go home. I don't want you getting involved in this.
Kendall: Are you kidding? I'm already involved.
Aidan: Kendall. Please. For once in your life, just listen to me. We're not dealing with amateurs here. This is serious.
Kendall: Yeah, I know. And something I understand all too well. If Nora hasn't dealt with her rae, she's in serious trouble. Look at what happened with my mom.
Aidan: Thats what I'm afraid of. This is too close to home for you.
Kendall: This is about me? You're worried about me?
Aidan: Always Kendall.
Kendall: Well I apreciate it Aidan. But I don't need it. I'll be ok. If I can help you save two women then I need to be involved. What's going on in that head of yours? I see the wheels turning? What are you thinking?
Aidan: Think about it Kendall. The timing is just about perfect.
Kendall: Oh My God. You think Elizabeth might be Nora's daughter...
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Port Charles
Bo: So you have any ideas on where we could start looking?
Lucky: I have no clue. I don't even know why they're doing this. Elizabeth wouldn't hurt anyone.
Bo: I know the feeling. Nora's got a lot of friends...but very few enemies. Who would want to hurt her? (Thinking) Oh My God..
Lucky: What?
Bo: It had BETTER not be Lindsay. Excuse me...
(He picked up his phone)
Bo: John its Bo. You better find out what Lindsay was up to the night Nora dissapeared. I can't believe I didn't think of this before. That woman wants Nora gone. Yeah Thanks. I'll call you if I hear anything.
He put down the phone.
Lucky: I take it you don't likethis Lindsay very much.
Bo: She has it in for Nora. Everything that goes wrong in her life is somehow Nora's fault. I'm getting tired of this crap with her. She's done so much to hurt her. I won't let her do it again.
They both pause as Bobbie comes in with Cameron. Lucky takes him out of her arms.
Lucky: Hey Mr. Cams. How you doing today? ( He looks up at Bo) This is Elizabeth's son Cameron.
Bo: Well hey. You sure are a beautiful little boy. I bet your mom's thinking of you right now.
Lucky: She sure is. (She notices the sad look on Bo's face) What is it?
Bo: I just... I remember this dream I had about Nora. She was pregnant with our second child and she was swinging on this swing just outside of this wherehouse. I don't know. Do you think it means anything? Could I be seeing into the future?
Lucky: At this point, anything is possible.
He picked up his phone and dialed.
Bo: Yeah Aidan, Its Bo. I need to talk to you. I think I may have an aidea where the girls are.
TBC.
Sharon
Kaidan; Bo/Nora; Lucky/Liz
An Abandoned Wherehouse
Elizabeth looked at Nora as the tears fell from her face. As if on instinct, she grabbed her hands as they began to shake.
Elizabeth: I can't even imagine how you must of felt? If I had been pregnant after I was raped...
Nora: I know. It wasn't easy Elizabeth. I could barely keep my head on straight as it was. My family wanted me to have an abortion. and you know what? It would of been justified. I even made an apointment to have it done. But I ran from the clinic in tears and never looked back. I just couldn't do it. I couldn't get rid of my child. It wasn't her fault that her father was a monster.
Elizabeth: A Girl? You had a little girl?
Nora: Yeah. And she was beautiful. But I couldn't give her the life that she deserved. I didn't want her to grow up feeling shame. didn't want her to grow up thinking I didn't want her. Cause that's just it Elizabeth. I DID want her... with everything inside me. But I couldn't be sure that I would be able to protect her from everything that could hurt her. Its not easy being a child of rape. There's so much you have to put up with. I thought she'd be better off without me. (Pause) I don't know Elizabeth. I was terrified back then. Her father got off scott free. I was living in constant fear that he's track me down and kill me. I couldn't put my little girl in that kind of danger.
Elizabeth: So you gave her up to protect her?
Nora(Wiping the tears from her face): Everything I ever did was because I loved her... from the moment I layed eyes on her. I just wasn't capable of giving her the life she deseved back then. But there's not a day that goes by that I don't think of her and wonder if she's ok... that I don't pray to God that she dosn't hate me. God it would kill me if my own daughter hated me. Especially when for the longest time I hated myself.
Elizabeth: You can't blame yourself for this Nora. You did what you though was right under impossible circumstances.
Nora: I wasn't ok Elizabeth. I never dealt with my Rape the way I should of. I never talked about it. I just wanted to forget it ever happened.
Elizabeth: Is that why you never told Bo?
Nora(Pause): No. I didn't tell Bo because I loved him. I didn't want him to look at me like I was damaged... or fragile... or a victim. By the time I met him it was over. I felt like I was starting to move on. And I knew that if he found out that Jacob got away with it, he would track him down. I didn't want that for Bo... I didn't want that for us. I just wanted to be with him. Thats it. (Pause) You know, you say that Lucky made you feel beautiful and special, well Bo did that for me. I was involved with other people before Bo. I even had a marriage and a daughter before I met him. But I always felt like I was missing something. Bo made me feel like I was OK just the way I was. You have no idea how good that felt. To know that in this crazy world, there's still one place you can go where you will be wanted and loved and accepted and safe... Bo always said I saved his sanity. But in reality, I think he saved mine. I don't think I'd be here if it wasn't for Bo.
Elizabeth: Maybe you saved each other.
Nora: Yeah, I think we probably did. Or rather, love saved us.
When she started to cry hysterically, Eliabeth reached out to her and held her. Maybe for the first time since it happened, Nora was dealing with her rape and it was hurting like hell.
Elizabeth: Its ok Nora. Your safe. Somehow you'll get through this like you get through everything else. You'll be ok. i promise.
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Pine Valley
Aidan: What can Nora and Elizabeth Possibly have in comon with this creep?
Adam: Think about it Devane. Your a smart guy. I'll let you connect the dots.
After he walked away, Kendall and Aidan just look at each other.
Aidan: Kendall, maybe you should go home. I don't want you getting involved in this.
Kendall: Are you kidding? I'm already involved.
Aidan: Kendall. Please. For once in your life, just listen to me. We're not dealing with amateurs here. This is serious.
Kendall: Yeah, I know. And something I understand all too well. If Nora hasn't dealt with her rae, she's in serious trouble. Look at what happened with my mom.
Aidan: Thats what I'm afraid of. This is too close to home for you.
Kendall: This is about me? You're worried about me?
Aidan: Always Kendall.
Kendall: Well I apreciate it Aidan. But I don't need it. I'll be ok. If I can help you save two women then I need to be involved. What's going on in that head of yours? I see the wheels turning? What are you thinking?
Aidan: Think about it Kendall. The timing is just about perfect.
Kendall: Oh My God. You think Elizabeth might be Nora's daughter...
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Port Charles
Bo: So you have any ideas on where we could start looking?
Lucky: I have no clue. I don't even know why they're doing this. Elizabeth wouldn't hurt anyone.
Bo: I know the feeling. Nora's got a lot of friends...but very few enemies. Who would want to hurt her? (Thinking) Oh My God..
Lucky: What?
Bo: It had BETTER not be Lindsay. Excuse me...
(He picked up his phone)
Bo: John its Bo. You better find out what Lindsay was up to the night Nora dissapeared. I can't believe I didn't think of this before. That woman wants Nora gone. Yeah Thanks. I'll call you if I hear anything.
He put down the phone.
Lucky: I take it you don't likethis Lindsay very much.
Bo: She has it in for Nora. Everything that goes wrong in her life is somehow Nora's fault. I'm getting tired of this crap with her. She's done so much to hurt her. I won't let her do it again.
They both pause as Bobbie comes in with Cameron. Lucky takes him out of her arms.
Lucky: Hey Mr. Cams. How you doing today? ( He looks up at Bo) This is Elizabeth's son Cameron.
Bo: Well hey. You sure are a beautiful little boy. I bet your mom's thinking of you right now.
Lucky: She sure is. (She notices the sad look on Bo's face) What is it?
Bo: I just... I remember this dream I had about Nora. She was pregnant with our second child and she was swinging on this swing just outside of this wherehouse. I don't know. Do you think it means anything? Could I be seeing into the future?
Lucky: At this point, anything is possible.
He picked up his phone and dialed.
Bo: Yeah Aidan, Its Bo. I need to talk to you. I think I may have an aidea where the girls are.
TBC.
Sharon
