Post by BoandNora-SexyLove4Ever on May 8, 2015 4:05:55 GMT -5
This Is A Remake Of The Storyline When Nora Thought She Was Still Married To Bo When She Came Back From The Dead. Will Be Slightlu AU and A Little Bit Controversial.
Banner By Angela
Chapter One: It's Okay To Not Be Okay[/u]
It was as if she had stepped out of her own skin...unsteady on the ground she stood on...the barriers of safety now stripped away. She felt an almost uncanny need to just slip further away...to embrace her unbalanced psyche. Was it possible to truly lose touch with reality when you hadn't even known you were missing anything? She was looking out into the concerned faces of the people she was supposed to know...and not all of them, she recognized. It was then when she realized that she had walked in on her own funeral...
"Nora," she heard someone call out, except she was so focused on what she was witnessing that she couldn't tell who had said it. Her heart seemed to crash violently against her ribcage and she was gasping for air. She needed to breathe...she needed to be anywhere but here.
"Nora," the voice called again, and she was running this time. She was running until she couldn't run anymore. It felt like a rubber band had snapped in her brain and she could feel all of her emotions at once...She just wanted the noise to stop...she wanted to be somewhere where it was quiet...where she didn't have so many people looking at her like she was about to break.
"What the hell is happening to me," she wondered aloud? "Why can't I remember?"
She clutched the cold hard pavement as she fell to her knees...waves of hysterical tears now pouring out of her blood shot eyes. She wanted to find relief in the tears but all she could think about was how much she had lost...she was practically shaking when she felt the familiar touch of a hand on her shoulder.
"It's okay...It's okay, I'm not going to hurt you," he said.
She didn't look at him...how could she look at him when she was afraid of what she would see? She knew he wouldn't hurt her...but she was afraid of trusting what she saw. What if this was all some really bad dream?
"Bo...Bo, is that...is that really you?"
He reached out his hand and it was then when she blinked back the tears and stared into those soulful eyes...the last eyes she remembered looking into.
"It's me," he said, and she forced a smile as she allowed him to pull her to her feet. She needed some semblance of normalcy. She needed his arms around her.
"I missed you so much," she said, as she crumpled into the only arms she ever remembered wanting to stay in. It felt so good to be safe again. She just wished she could remember how she had ever gotten to be 'unsafe.'
"Are you okay," he asked her? "Are you really okay? It's okay if you're not, you know? We're worried about you. We're all so worried. But you don't have to be okay. Not after what you went trough. Just tell me...tell me what you need?"
He was rambling...he was just like her in that...he rambled when he was nervous. "I need...you," she said, and pressed her lips against his. "I need my husband," she reiterated before he could ask her why she had kissed him. It all made perfect sense now. She believed they were still married. He didn't know how to tell her that they were divorced now.
"Nora...Nora, what's wrong," he asked, when her eyes seemed to drift into nothingness. Her face was deathly white now...her hands cold and clammy...she looked at him just briefly before she collapsed in his arms.
"Nora," he screamed, but he couldn't wake her up. He needed to get her to the hospital quickly. There was no time to wait around for an ambulance. He just prayed they weren't about to lose her all over again.
Banner By Angela
Chapter One: It's Okay To Not Be Okay[/u]
It was as if she had stepped out of her own skin...unsteady on the ground she stood on...the barriers of safety now stripped away. She felt an almost uncanny need to just slip further away...to embrace her unbalanced psyche. Was it possible to truly lose touch with reality when you hadn't even known you were missing anything? She was looking out into the concerned faces of the people she was supposed to know...and not all of them, she recognized. It was then when she realized that she had walked in on her own funeral...
"Nora," she heard someone call out, except she was so focused on what she was witnessing that she couldn't tell who had said it. Her heart seemed to crash violently against her ribcage and she was gasping for air. She needed to breathe...she needed to be anywhere but here.
"Nora," the voice called again, and she was running this time. She was running until she couldn't run anymore. It felt like a rubber band had snapped in her brain and she could feel all of her emotions at once...She just wanted the noise to stop...she wanted to be somewhere where it was quiet...where she didn't have so many people looking at her like she was about to break.
"What the hell is happening to me," she wondered aloud? "Why can't I remember?"
She clutched the cold hard pavement as she fell to her knees...waves of hysterical tears now pouring out of her blood shot eyes. She wanted to find relief in the tears but all she could think about was how much she had lost...she was practically shaking when she felt the familiar touch of a hand on her shoulder.
"It's okay...It's okay, I'm not going to hurt you," he said.
She didn't look at him...how could she look at him when she was afraid of what she would see? She knew he wouldn't hurt her...but she was afraid of trusting what she saw. What if this was all some really bad dream?
"Bo...Bo, is that...is that really you?"
He reached out his hand and it was then when she blinked back the tears and stared into those soulful eyes...the last eyes she remembered looking into.
"It's me," he said, and she forced a smile as she allowed him to pull her to her feet. She needed some semblance of normalcy. She needed his arms around her.
"I missed you so much," she said, as she crumpled into the only arms she ever remembered wanting to stay in. It felt so good to be safe again. She just wished she could remember how she had ever gotten to be 'unsafe.'
"Are you okay," he asked her? "Are you really okay? It's okay if you're not, you know? We're worried about you. We're all so worried. But you don't have to be okay. Not after what you went trough. Just tell me...tell me what you need?"
He was rambling...he was just like her in that...he rambled when he was nervous. "I need...you," she said, and pressed her lips against his. "I need my husband," she reiterated before he could ask her why she had kissed him. It all made perfect sense now. She believed they were still married. He didn't know how to tell her that they were divorced now.
"Nora...Nora, what's wrong," he asked, when her eyes seemed to drift into nothingness. Her face was deathly white now...her hands cold and clammy...she looked at him just briefly before she collapsed in his arms.
"Nora," he screamed, but he couldn't wake her up. He needed to get her to the hospital quickly. There was no time to wait around for an ambulance. He just prayed they weren't about to lose her all over again.
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